Eshaluvsyou's Journals

HELP ME

Were my heart lays there is hate,

And were my pants lay there is love?

You took me for granted,

Made me feel like shit,

And walked away,

With a smile made of success on your face,

I felt in need,

Then you came,

Cared then fucked off ,

You took me by the hand,

Made me feel secure for a moment,

Then sweep me off my feet,

And took me to bed,

I trusted u daddy,

And all you gave back was betrayal!!

ITS GONE

I smiled a thousand times for you,

But you only looked back once,

I gave my heart to you,

But you only disowned it,

I cried for you,

But you only broke my heart,

I will never be gone from your lingering mind!

The Darkness

Its only here for you,

To be there in your presence,

For it will be there,

As i linger about with your soul,

I can only hear your silent screams,

As when you chuckle with pride,

I break down and frustrate your mind,

You will never be alone,

Your heart is as black as night,

And you soul will be forever cold.

yuk!

da otha night it was my mates b day and we went out to sum random party. i ended up getting smashed and passing out in sum park i cudnt walk and i was vomitting everywere i was so disguisting i neva wanna drink agen i only had like umm a carton of red bears and like heaps of otha pplz shit but i feel so hungova i dnt think im gonna drink for awhile lol i cant even look at red bears without feeling sick

love hurts

~~love is bringing me down~~

~~love just dies anyway~~

~~dies and takes my heart with it~~

~~my heart breaks as it only thinks of you~~

~~and of you it will only think~~

~~ur love isnt worth the pain and sorrow~~

~~due to ur disgust and independence~~

The story of today

I go to boarding school in a place called adelaide, but what i dnt get is my parents also live in adelaide they send me to this school because they told me that it would be better for my studys (betta for my studys my arse) so atm i officially live at school. today like usual i finsihed school got back to this hole and went into my room i got dressed and walked out to da common area. the arsewhole patrol where out there like usual they drive me nuts and i cant stand there stupidity, and also as usual they ask me when i'm going to die and or when im going to hang myself. these are only a few comments i get everyday this place is a hole and i thought i wud just share a lil bit of it wiv u!